Dont be depressed Mate. Hope i eternal unless you despair and thats the devils mission.
Because despair leads to no giving a toss, and no giving toss never helped anybody ever.
It might be a annoying but it should always lead to self worth and virtuous action despite the enormity of the task.
If nothing else it can give purpose instead of throwing in towel. Nil desperundum.
The only thing i've learned positive is the world mess is symptom of inner battle in every individual. When the inner battle is no longer fought the evil in the world gets stronger.
Individual inner warrior and self knowledge and self mastery will win the hearts and minds of fellow souls. Despair will also drag otherwise fighting spirits down to cremation of care.
Interestingly thats the name of the elite ceremony in the Bohemian grove. Cremation of care to a giant owl statue in a (hopefully mock) human sacrifice in the heart of a red wood forrest for depraved escape from running the world.
These are mostly so called secularist leaders who worship a Owl Idol in the middle of forrest in what can best be described as a pagan sacrifice.
The atheists aren't really atheists after all. They have idols of different kind, usually self, or a the great architect in the sky, or the night predator who can see in the dark aka the owl.
Odd world we live in.
The Bildeberger scandals in Holland Justice system over last decade still hasn't really had any MSM attention.
Funny most of these blokes love a good frolic in the US red Wood forests in company of their private members clubs.
The more I read about the life of christ from birth to death the more i love the story and the man and the Divinity in him.
Born homeless in the city of the KIng he was descended (David), so poor that his mother wrapped him in rags and placed him in a sheep trough (wrapped in swaddling clothes placed in a manger).
He was full of dignity, charity, truth, light and life. He served the poorest of the poor with real wealth (grace), he taught the uneducated morality, and he stood firm in the face of immorality and wordly flesh subservient power idols.
He died without error and thus became the gate and guide out of the depravity of the worlds errors.
I give glory to God for showing me the truth even when i was blinded by my own selfish mind. And all the glory is his for despite his guiding hand i fall into the same errors as everybody else in this mad world from time to time, maybe even more often than rest of humanity. Yet, despite that, I am confident that he will set me free eventually from my self.
For there is no evil wosre than selfish evil and thats why the only way to life is to die to self.
When i work out how its done ill tell the tale. But i think thats the point. Only grace can release self from self. Self never could do it alone. And thats why self mastery is not enough and grace is more necessary the more you know self.
Because self deception is the skill of the evil one, and he will tell you self can do anything. I did it my way. Which is the highway to hell. Don't listen to the My way. Watch and study the divine way which is truning from self to perfect charity which is the way of divine grace.
Hahahaha.
I bet i have some haters on here now.
Ill be sticking to my way TET.
Its the natural way.
Thats right the order of grace is supernatural
The order of Glory is above the supernatural, the thrid heaven the holy of holies the glorified city of God the place at the end of the way of divine grace.
The natural realm has its visible heavens
The realm of Divine Grace is beyond the sense but very very real, intangible but experiential and consists of both the preternatural (hellish and evil dark dominions) and the supernatural (glorious radiant pure kingdoms) occult.
The realm of divine glory is Beyond all experiential understanding, eternal and unbegotten, the source of all light, the unblemished realm that creates all creation, visible and invisble in time and beyond our dimensional and wisdom, knowledge potential, in short the cloud of unknowing, the great throne of brilliant light. The home we were made to reach in our heart. home of beauty joy and love.
The only way we cant get there is if we reject it for selfish determination or sin.
We were made to love, nothing less.
We were made to stand up for truth and love and grace.
Which requires grace and truth and love which is God.
Hahahahahaha
If you read this far I thank you kindly for listening to my version of christianity. I hope its catholic for I beileve they are the mystical body of christ.
If you wholeheartedly disagree with me or think i'm a fruitcake then don't worry so much I tend to think I might be fruitcake myself at times.
But somehow something of the christ Gospel compels me to share the good news from time to time.
So forgive me if you are bored already.