If this was the case I would hate everyone in my immediate family and everyone I went to school with, most of my neighbours and all of my friends (apart from those like me who no longer identify as Catholic or indeed Christian).
I hate the Catholic church, the many Protestant churches, Judaism, Islam, Mormonism and every other form of spiritual poison which holds back the human race.
You are a prime example of the effect of spiritual poison on a human being.
A delusionally obsessive Gollum-type creature. You've probably had your ring destroyed too.