Thanx Dill. To be honest its never been away from our family for about 7 years between aunt their husbands my uncles my dad etc its just one big flaming conveyor belt to the other side.
Life. Nothing surer than death n it comes to us all.
Fk ive been there and came back. Seems the bigman didnt want me n neither did nick ??
Think you'll find nick wanted you alright.
But glad you didn't have a final ticket for his gaff.
The big man obviously had high hopes for you. called you back to learn something maybe.
You are listening to them demons too often.
They want you to think negatively. that's how they work. they will try convince you big man doesn't care.
But I can assure you he does.
All evil and death comes from the evil one. he is a liar from the beginning.
The path to break his chains requires grace then faith (confidence) hope (perseverance) but most important Charity which perfect love despite the pains and distractions of the evil one.
God wants you, no matter what you've done. he just wants your love back.
The devil hates you and hates god more and he has power to convince you
1 he doesn't exist as pure evil
2 he is your friend
3 its gods fault you are in pain
4 God doesn't want you
5 you don't need grace or god
never listen to the demon
never doubt that god wants your heart and soul
never never never doubt or despair
but don't take gods love for granted
meditate on the rosary mysteries when you get chance
And ask the immaculate virgin to pray for and with you when you feel doubts
Might seem stupid
But it really is real.
Too many saints testify the truth of it. And although they never met their testimony in unanimous and the same.
the rosary is the weapon against the evil one.
feelings are the domain of this world and they can be used against you.
Never doubt the truth of gods love. never never never.
That doubt is always from the evil one and its a call to prayer. real prayer with contrite and humble heart
you are full of love Maria with good heart that is a gift from god
pain and sorrow is the devils curse
sadly too many listen to the pain and sorrow and reject prayer and blame god in wrath
and the demon laughs at how easy it was to inflict another wound on the sacred heart of Jesus.
Jesus is still suffering with church suffering
Anyway ill leave that there before the atheists get me banned
trust love maria
pain is temporary
love is eternal
god is love
self love is the devils way
love outwardly even if you don't feel it
love is beyond feeling
love is sacrifice
Sacrifice self for love is gods way
Demand others sacrifice for you is the devils way
And its called narcissistic self love.