TV is a religion all of his own
Its called neurotic existentialism
Ego is his only game
MY WILL BE DONE is his motto and if his will is not done he will get nasty or nervous, sometimes both.
He is alive
Yet he cant remember when he decided he would become alive
He is an animal that evolved from star dust that exploded itself billions of years ago but only has a very short window of time to be a hedonist and ego egg
Anyway this book describes your philosophy pretty well, written around 3000 years ago. seems its an old way of thinking TV1
Here is a chapter from the Book of wisdom a book not in the protestant version of the bible by coincedence
chapter 2
1 And this is the false argument they use, 'Our
life is short and dreary, there is no remedy when our end comes, no one is known to have come back from Hades.
2 We came into being by chance and afterwards shall be as though we had never been. The breath in our nostrils is a puff of smoke,
reason a spark from the beating of our hearts;
3 extinguish this and the body turns to ashes, and the
spirit melts away like the yielding air
5 For our days are the passing of a shadow, our end is without return, the
seal is affixed and nobody comes back.
6 'Come then, let us enjoy the
good things of today, let us use created things with the zest of youth:
7 take our fill of the dearest wines and perfumes, on no account forgo the flowers of spring
8 but crown ourselves with rosebuds before they wither,
9 no meadow excluded from our orgy; let us leave the signs of our revelry everywhere, since this is our portion, this our lot!
10 'As for the upright
man who is poor, let us oppress him; let us not spare the widow, nor respect old age, white-haired with many years.
11 Let our might be the yardstick of right, since weakness argues its own futility.
12 Let us lay traps for the upright man, since he annoys us and opposes our way of life, reproaches us for our sins against the Law, and accuses us of sins against our upbringing.
13 He claims to have
knowledge of God, and calls himself a child of the Lord.
14 We see him as a reproof to our way of thinking, the very sight of him weighs our spirits down;
15 for his kind of
life is not like other people's, and his ways are quite different.
16 In his opinion we are counterfeit; he avoids our ways as he would filth; he proclaims the final end of the upright as blessed and boasts of having
God for his father.
17 Let us see if what he says is true, and test him to see what sort of end he
will have.
18 For if the upright
man is God's son,
God will help him and rescue him from the clutches of his enemies.
19 Let us test him with cruelty and with torture, and thus explore this gentleness of his and put his patience to the test.
20 Let us condemn him to a shameful death since
God will rescue him -- or so he claims.'
21 This is the way they reason, but they are misled, since their malice makes them blind.
22 They do not know the hidden things of God, they do not
hope for the reward of holiness, they do not believe in a reward for blameless souls.
23 For
God created human beings to be immortal, he made them as an image of his own nature;
24 Death came into the world only through the Devil's envy, as those who belong to him find to their cost.